Scared for weigh in tomorrow
Don't want to add up today's calories
I know they're well too low, at least the heart palps have gone though
Thank you cider and Xanax
I know I won't have lost enough though
I need to make more of an effort
Hopefully I'm getting back to the old me(even if she was fucked up)
I can't continue being this size anyway
*deep breath* everything will be fine(like I believe that lol)
Also, I've been considering whether to shit into a tub or something(gnarly I know) to decipher whether I'm shitting blood, still won't stop me from using my weapon of choice though.
Maybe I should poo on that spider in my bath, show him who's boss lol, I kid I kid, I'd never do that!