Can't believe it.
Purging, fair enough, I deserve it.
Laxatives, knew I'd end up doing them again.
I tried, I tried so hard.
Just one lousy day of restricting and I couldn't fucking do it.
I really tried, tried to just buy the fucking kidney beans and tomatoes.
But I came home with loads of disgusting shite and now I'm eating it now and it's gonna get purged.
And I hate myself more.