Fucking bulimia!

I'm throwing up constantly, I threw up like six times yesterday, it's just constant, I can't keep anything in my stomach, I think my fluttering heart is turning into a full on murmur, I've had constant palpatations all day, but all I want is to be empty, I've just eaten chicken salad, no dressing just to stop me from passing out and I want to throw up, I know it isn't too much, but I can't stand it being inside me, I'm going to have to do it. Anyway, on a brighter note, I've started making my first pair of dread falls, I plan on making more and selling them, I'll post a pic of them when they're done :)