In the mirror

I see a face that isn't mine, I mean I recognise it, but it's like someone I see around alot, I can't connect that face to my inner conciusness, it's not me, I know it is my face but it's like looking at a stranger, the face I had at four years old, that's my real face, I should still have that face, just fifteen years older, but I don't, I have this stranger's face and I just want her to leave my house and stop pretending to be me.