POST FOR NAZ!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qUUsWYjDkA

This is us man, JiHaD 4 lYf!! Brap brap braaaap!

Fucking bastard family.

So it was my Auntie's 40th last night, no one invited me, all the rest of the family were 


there(all the rest being her nine siblings, including my dad and over 20 fucking cousins) 


no one fucking bothers with me, my dad has the time for every other fucker, but not me, 


it's just some money in a card, brings it to my house and then that's it till Christmas.

I swear to god, I fucking hate my family, it's not like I've never tried with my Dad... a family 


that fucking big and I never see any of them.

Fuck them man, at least I have my mum and Tristan.

Ah well, they're all fucking black anyway.

Booyah!

So I'm 4lbs down, weighed this morning, not too bad.

Also Naz(i) I left you a comment back on my post below :P

I want to be thin(like you've never heard that before)

I wish I was throwing up 5 times a day again, I wish I was back a my LW(189, still overweight lol) again.

I would never allow myself to gain back to this.

Never.

I wish I was thinner, it would make me happier, it did make me happier.

Crazy, but happy(ish), manic is good, I want that back, and more.

I want to be thinner.

Thin.