Hmm

I want to kill myself.

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New routine and goal rewards

9am: Wake up and have my big cup of coffee.

10am: Sachet of porridge made with water and a sachet of Truvia with an apple followed by a cup of Lady Grey.

11am: Get ready and go for a walk for a couple of hours.

1pm: Tuna salad, an apple and cup of Earl Grey.

2pm: Do 30 day shred.

2:30pm: Post work out apple and slim-a-soup.

2:30-6pm: Read, paint nails, listen to music, draw, write etc.

6pm: Low calorie meal of some sort.

If I'm still hungry I can have a slim-a-soup before bed.



GW1: 16st/224 - Reward: Snorlax Tattoo.

GW2: 15st/210 - Reward: Nose re-pierced.

GW3: 14st/196 - Reward: Artificial dreads and acrylic nails.

GW4: 13st/182 - Reward: New pair of heels and cherry blossom tattoo.

GW5: 12st/168 - Reward: Pin up style latex dress.

GW6: 11st/154 - Reward: Strap on :P


Haven't thought of my other goal rewards yet, but I'm sure I'll think of some...

Back to the start.

Fuck it, I keep complaining that I'm fatter than when I restricted and purged all the time... WELL DUH! That's because I don't restrict or purge anymore, from now on I aim to fast, anything that isn't just liquid will be purged and I WILL work out for at least 2 hours a day.


I aim to lose a stone each month, that means 9 months to UGW.


I will do it this time, I'm not throwing it away again.